13 months ago I found myself laying in a quiet sterile hospital room, a stark contrast from the vibrant, boisterous, (dirty)
environment that I had called home over the previous 27months. My first time back in the US after 27 months
of living the life of a Peace Corps Volunteer in my brash village, having
carved out my own little niche in the Central African country of Cameroon. The once intimidating, aggressive challenging
life of surviving as an outsider in an African village had transformed itself
into my home, a home that I suddenly felt torn away from. Back a world away, what had once been the
only life I had known in a comfortable all-American community, I now lay
exhausted uncertain and anxious in my state of the art hospital room(complete with visiting clowns and all).
One of the beautiful Mud Mosques in Dogon Country, Mali |
It is a commonly held belief that for Peace Corps Volunteers, no matter how difficult our transition into life within our host country, the transition upon return to the US as Returned Peace Corps Volunteers(RPCVs) is often found to be more overwhelming. I however, wasn’t even given the chance to navigate the complicated line all RPCVs walk in re-integrating within their own society, I found myself literally unable to walk. Just a week after arriving stateside, my body that I had trusted, one that had carried me through bouts with Malaria, Typhoid and Amoebas over my 27 months in Africa was now attacking me stateside. Flashback days before, I was on the end leg of my overland journey across West Africa. Hiking in Dogon Country, a remote area of eastern Mali, I stepped across a stagnant stream that meandered across my route walking one from one village to the next. At that point I had a small cut on my foot and soon after it quickly became infected. Who is to say that all this came from a quiet stream in a forgotten part of our world? I will never know, what I do know is that soon after small open wounds started showing up on my other foot looking infected as well. I did my best to keep them clean and thought to myself, this is no big deal, I have had much worse to worry about let me just make it back to the ever so sterile and clean American environment and this problem will just disappear.
We aren't the only one's walking from one village to the next in Dogon |
Embrace the uncertainty of life, find peace within, not
allowing the anxiety of tomorrow overwhelm today and have Patience with oneself,
these were the lessons that carried me through my life in Cameroon and carried
me through the difficult transition back in the US.
Fully healed and feeling right at home again on the slopes |